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Extent of Pain

by Broken Dead

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Down & Out 04:25
Thoughts persuading me this life ain't worth shit what's the fucking point? i'm tired if this struggle sick of pressure, sick of this feeling right now Down & out again, here comes the struggle in my head Stepping into rationality, get yourself together it's not the first time, and it won't be the last don't want to feel like this anymore so i battle to control my mind Down & out again, here comes the struggle in my head when all the reasons aren't enough, and i still don't give a fuck i've found an effective relief in this sound to my head to drown out all the shit
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Intentional isolation to contain my personal misery no need for involvement with what these eyes have seen you don't get use to it or find peace you learn to function consider it recovery haunting my mind darkness, i never imagined to fight haunting my mind the presence of death unintentional transformation experiencing a new extent of pain i'll never look at life the same i've come back to reclaim the passion i lost
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The grand illusion of a perfect home the picture is painted so flawlessly it's a grand illusion, they left out the truths that would change everything it's not what it seems, someone's screaming inside you want it back to feel safe, but it's over it's all an act, what's false? what's fact? it's an illusion, and there's no going back Burn the picture, there's no peace it only comes with silence no one wants the truth when it's inconvenient, when it's uncomfortable you'll be stripped of your facade, what a fucking sham it makes me sick, you put on a good fucking face Burn it, break the silence, there's no going back it was built on lies, it's gonna collapse the truth is hidden in the dark now i see, there's no going back
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you couldn't fake it if you tried and you don't care to had me second guessing myself for a moment but if what you see is not enough, i'll throw my hands up cos you're not worth my energy if wealth determines character you're right, i'm no good good thing such ignorance only holds true to the blind poor in your judgments, lost in assumptions can't see reality life's deeper than what you own or what you can buy you've got me all wrong it's your loss
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Surrender to subsist hearts abandoned, screaming from the abyss desires subdued, functional abuse discontent, yet complacent conjure the courage to face it from the vantage point of death see how live should've been it's like an orchestrated act, control passed down from the past incessantly indoctrinated to preserve obedience follow their roles of success, wallow in black holes of misery and stress before you know it you're dead without a sense of creative thought or expression discarded, sold, decisions controlled the pressure takes hold, i'm through with it all the pacified mold conjure the courage to face it
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They call it the closet, but it's more like a prison cell coming out doesn't feel so free when you're condemned and judged to reject who i am for the agenda of an elite isn't an option take my chances amongst danger? or succumb to living a lie? pinning corruption and evil on us for our sexual preference but we're not out looking for blood like you our existence makes your dogma illegitimate to stop us you'll go to any fuckin length hate fueled ideas, killing people to control through fear YOU FUCK love is a crime, hate is divine, why am i not surprised? the blood that's been shed in the name of your god is enough to prove who is sick don't dare flock to my death like vultures to rip me apart without my defense i will never repent, can't forgive me for something i'll never fucking regret
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Desperate to fill the voids with an escape intensely focused on the pursuit of your next fix you don't care who you fuck over to get what you want cos you're lost in the cycle of addiction I knew you before this habit got the best of you still nothing i say diverts your attention come at me with anger and tears i can't help you hurt yourself any longer cos you're lost in the cycle of addiction it's fucked, to watch you fall down to this shit the more i care the more it hurts IT'S FUCKED, to watch you fall down to this shit constantly in another hole, i can't get you out constantly in another hole, WAKE THE FUCK UP!
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Lyrics by Minerva Gonzales RIP If there are any words words of wisdom i can share with you that i stand by these days LIVE FOR YOU yep, that simple it's not just learning to love yourself it's getting to know, accepting, and being you don't worry so much about the meaningless mundane our time here will pass us by right before our fuckin eyes i'm tired of wasting away through years that feel like weeks stressed out, worrying self destructive, and fucking careless it's funny how something so simple like just being yourself can save you a lifetime of heartache

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released October 16, 2017

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Broken Dead Eugene, Oregon

Karen - Bass
Amanda - Guitar/Vocals

Past members:
Andy - Drums
Austin - Lead Guitar/Vox
Minerva Gonzales - Drums

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